Saturday, November 2, 2013
Current's
Wednesday, September 4, 2013
Flight
Wednesday, January 2, 2013
Honestly Battling
Listening to Christian music, surrounding lovers of Jesus as a border.
Trying to block out but what was rooted so unknowingly deep.
Core of life.
Noticed by the faithfulness of steady hands and heart.
Why am I wanting out?
No good excuse to want. Even with the strongest taunt.
I was born this way crumbles to the ground as being shot from an archer.
Seeing them doesn't help. How can I be attached with one?
Unchartered maps of none answerable questions have become my consistency.
Tossed around the sea by the waves of impurity and false satisfaction.
Confusion seems to be my oxygen, but you don't have to tell me again.
I know He's here!
But why?!
Oh why does it seem my life is crumbling like an avalanche? Looking side to side curled waiting for life to crush me… waiting… slowly realizing warmth being blanketed over me.
Seeing the war of rocks and snow being a braced.
It is He! The One who is so faithful. The shoulder and chest that is always there but so easily forgotten.
Oh the passiveness of apathy entangles me like marrow in my bones.
I have noticed I do everything possible for me not to 'fall away' but do I speak and take action?
Oh the passiveness of apathy entangles me like marrow in my bones.
Why do I scream 'I'm fearless' when I can't let go?
(Dec 9th, 2012 4:43am)
Monday, September 10, 2012
Light Beneath The Darkness
Burning beneath the ground it shines
My hearts wickedness makes me vomit
Under it all my heart is rotten
How can it be
How can it be
That this Light
Beneath my grossness purifies
Every inch it touches
Cleansed
The scenes no one sees the acts behind the certain
The thoughts that make up the thinking
Poisoning the crevices it sees
Like a wild fire it peirces my mind
But
How can it be
How can it be
That this Light
Beneath my grossness purifies
Every inch it touches
Cleansed
Seemingly thinking I have to go back
Retracing my path of destruction
Making things harder even though it doesnt have to be
Hating moment by moment
Thinking I need this, it's the only way to live
Half way done the Light speaks
"What are you doing I've made a new way?!"
Retracing my retracted path
The pull of the path
Heavy weighing me back down
One step at a time braking through the Darkness
The Light beneath pushes my stubbornness towards the Thrown of Light
How can it be
How can it be
That this Light
Beneath my grossness purifies
Every inch it touches
Cleansed!
Thursday, April 26, 2012
Planting
Monday, April 16, 2012
The Voices Within
Thursday, October 27, 2011
Speaking Truth & Walking in the Light (Part 5)
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
Speaking Truth & Walking in the Light (Part 4)
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Speaking Truth & Walking in the Light (Part 3)
In this season right now God has me mentoring the sophomore guys at the college I went to from 2008-2011. Everyday this week has been a different side of the Holy Spirit inside me that I have not really seen very much in my life. I have witnessed some within the last 5 years (started believing in Jesus then) or herd stories of other people but this was just another side not yet witnessed day-to-day.
Saturday, October 22, 2011
Speaking Truth & Walking in the Light (Part 2)
In this season right now God has me mentoring the sophomore guys at the college I went to from 2008-2011. Everyday this week has been a different side of the Holy Spirit inside me that I have not really seen very much in my life. I have witnessed some within the last 5 years (started believing in Jesus then) or herd stories of other people but this was just another side not yet witnessed day-to-day.
Friday, October 21, 2011
Speaking Truth & Walking in the Light (Part 1)
In this season right now God has me mentoring the sophomore guys at the college I went to from 2008-2011. Everyday this week has been a different side of the Holy Spirit inside me that I have not really seen very much in my life. I have witnessed some within the last 5 years (started believing in Jesus then) or herd stories of other people but this was just another side not yet witnessed day-to-day.
Saturday, October 1, 2011
Knowing
Monday, September 26, 2011
Time and Change
Sunday, April 17, 2011
In an Airport!
Thought I would write a blog sense I have some time.
As of right now its 8:36pm on April the 17th and my flight leaves in about an hours or so. Excited about going home but will miss Kenya. Just got some tea. It will be my last time drinking tea in Africa! Its sad but I know God has a plan for me and He will tell me whats next when the timing is right. I am really going to miss Kenya, Africa. I made friends who became family. Didn't know I could love a different culture and people so much! I thank God for that! It is such a blessing being able to adapt and love a culture that it totally different! God has His plan for that place and he had me play a very very small part of it and I am eternally grateful and will never be the same again!
Some might say "Its was such a sacrifice to go there, live and be taking out of your own culture!" My response is "Thank you for that but it was not a sacrifice it was a privilege to serve God, be apart of His family and follow Him."
Yes, it was hard, difficult, and wanted to give up sometimes. Life is not easy if it was it wouldn't be called life. That is the adventure of it don't know whats around the corner until you go there. Taking that step of faith not knowing whats around the corner, knowing that its the right choose and right way but you have never been there.
Over the past 24 hours I have talked to 4 totally different people all with their own story. One of them was a South Korean guy who works with a company that sells cranes, has an office in Montgomery, Alabama and travels a LOT, his name was Sonny or Jang Hwan Seon! Another man is a Nigerian and is an actor and director for plays. He was on his way to Germany to start directing one. This man helped me out so much and was super nice. This is just a little example of what happens in life you never know who is going to pop up and help you or sometimes even make your day worse. We just need to keep our eyes focused on the Main Goal and when good things happen praise the Lord for it and when bad things happen keep praising the Lord.
God made people different and its beautiful cause no one is same!
Tomorrow is a new day and today will never be like the rest or the others like today!
:D
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
How much more the Gospel!
As some have known that we (Jason, Jo, Nate, Tim and I) got a chance to climb Mount Kenya and it was awesome!!!! And that does not even come close to what the experience was like. It was hard physically climbing to around a 2 mile high peck in 3 days when you are use to being 300ft above sea level. LOL I felt like I was smoker for a 100 years. LOL HAHA
But spiritually it was the greatest awakening in me. I was so astonished after ever tree, corner, bush, rock, flower, etc. That I just could not stop being excited and full of joy and I wanted to shout with ALL my might and tell the whole world how stink-in beautiful and amazing this is. I just had this cringing filling to share everything that was going on and everything I saw. Thinking of people that I wanted to share this with and wanting them so badly to be there.
And then....
BAM it hit me like a ton of bricks, God said to me “How much more the Gospel?!”
Then I thought and said to myself “This is so true, if I want to share this experience so badly with everybody in the world then why don’t I want to share the Gospel that much more.”
So I want to challenge you (along with myself) with this “How much more the Gospel?!” How much more will God take over our lives? How much more will we let Him take over? How much more are we willing to be on our faces in AWE of God? How much more are we willing to get out of the way and left God work through us? How much more are we willing to give our lives into the hands of the Creator’s?
“How much more the Gospel?!”
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
All Because Of Christ
I am a beloved child of God.
I am saved through grace by faith.
My died flesh is destroyed and will not resurrect.
I am Clean!
Screaming and singing freedom.
Screaming and singing dependent.
Screaming and singing with Angels.
Screaming and singing because there is no chains on me.
Screaming and singing for I cannot do this on my own.
Screaming and singing in a high place where I dont deserve.
I am a beloved child of God.
I am save through grace by faith.
My died flesh is destroyed and will not resurrect.
I am clean. All because of Christ.
He came and emptied Himself.
To the point of death.
Not regarding equality to God.
Bridging that gap.All because of Christ.
Looking at the eternal out come.
Not at that day of torture.
Placing Satan under His feet.
The death maker was defeated.
Tearing the vail for communion. All because of Christ.
We are free!Screaming and singing freedom.
Screaming and singing dependent.
Screaming and singing with Angels.Screaming and singing because there is no chains on me.
Screaming and singing for I cannot do this on my own.
Screaming and singing in a high place where I dont deserve. All because of Christ!
Friday, January 21, 2011
Betrayed By A Kiss
Betrayed By A Kiss:
Betrayed by a kiss,
Betrayed by a kiss You were
Knowing fully well that You were going to be tortured.
Nailed and Pierced
Nailed and Pierced You were
To a tree with the last gasp of breath
You whispered ‘It is finished’
Then the blood and water fell.
Sunday, November 28, 2010
The Turkey Before The Table
This is a blog that was inspired when we were preparing for our Turkey Day feast (Thanksgiving). I though of a really cool name, so i thought I would write about our preparation, our feast, and experience.Honestly Turkey Day is not the same without your immediate family, the food tastes different, and what your used to, just is not there no matter how hard you try.
BUT, this is the GREATEST thing about being part of God’s family, no matter how uncomfortable, lonely, or hard situation your in, He is always there and He provides more comfort than your mother and more protection than your father can, cause He was our first love, He was there before our parents beginning and there parents begging and so on and so on. HECK GOD IS THE BEGINNING AND WAS THERE BEFORE TIME. (Really meditate, focus, repeat on that saying and read John 1:1, it will BLOW YOUR TOP!)
So we first started out by slaughtering the turkeys, we did it a new way i have never seen before which takes the head right off without spilling blood everywhere, it very intriguing and cool. When we were gutting them we found all the different types of stages of eggs, we even found one that was fixin to come out of the turkey and was hard and everything. Thats enough for the detail. lol!
(This is me [of cource] with 2 fully undeveloped turkey eggs, which only have the yoke in them)
Then the next day our awesome leaders here, cook the turkey and some sides and really tried to make it fill homey. Man, they really love Jesus, they show it so much and really love us interns like one of their own. They do so much for us not even seen, just so we can get the most out of what God has us here for. :D
(This is Jason Witt he is a very good cook [and he can kick my butt at Halo] and he is one of our leaders.)
(This is Bekah Witt she is Jason's wife and another one of our leaders [plus she can make killer deserts].)
One thing they did was rapped the table in paper and wrote,“I Am Thankful For” and we wrote on it things that we are thankful for. And when I started thinking “what am I thankful for?” It hit me I am very thankful for my family and how much God has given me a love for them, and how much He is FAITHFUL even when I do not put faith in Him. And How He loved me first, THAT GETS ME ALL THE TIME! :D
“There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves punishment, and the one who fears is not perfected in love. We love, because He first loved us.” 1 John 4:18-19
(Lets just say it was a good looking table of thanks!)
Also another thing i realized was that I am truly blessed to have a team of like minded people that I am with. Cause honestly this would be harder if I was by myself.
This Thanksgiving was also fun because we had 3 different cultures represented. We an Indian couple fromSouthern India (who have an awesome story), we had 2 Kenyans there who work with us and of course us Americans.
He all had a great time, Praise the Lord for letting us do this and have the ability to be a American sometimes. :D
THANK YOU FOR YOUR BLESSINGS GOD!
For most times I dont even recognize them. Your to good to me!
(Time and I injoying our Thanksgiving meal!)
Sunday, November 7, 2010
When Blood and Water Fell
"When the blood fell and stained the sand, Satan was beaten.
When the blood fell, the wrath of God was satisfied.
When the water fell and claimed the land, purity cleansed the hearts.
When the water fell, salvation penetrated souls.
When the blood fell and stained the sand, the Law was fulfilled.
When the blood fell the Truth of prophecy came to pass.
When the water fell and claimed the land the cup of righteousness was pouring over.
When the water fell, pure refining gold was complete.
When the blood and water fell the earth was baptized with the drink offering.
When the blood and water fell it was time for resurrection, a time for sanctification.
When the blood and water fell and stained the sand, demons stood and screamed.
When the blood and water fell and stained the sand, people were redeemed.
When the blood and water fell, it stained the sand."
This poem was inspired by God in me!
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Men Can Wear Skirts, So Get Over It!
(Which is called a Kikoy) The Culture I live in is almost a complete opposite of how American’s live, minus some of the culture in the South, lol. The culture is based off relationships, talking and spending time with people, its more important than doing things and getting thinks done. It really kind of cool, they value family so much, and people are more important than anything. Its okay to be late, in fact its implied that you be late, when they say be there at 4:00pm people probably wont show up until 5:00pm or 6:00pm. I like that! :D The culture is also very hospitable and they respect elderly people way more than we do in the states.
I honestly think we in the states could really learn from this culture.
The temperature here is hotter than most parts of the states, very dry and not a lot of wild life that you would typically think of when thinking of Africa. I have seen giraffes, wort hogs, crocodile or alligator (i can never remember the difference) [dont tell my dad he might disown me, lol haha jk], hippos, lots of donkeys*, lots of goats*, camels*, chickens*, cows* and different types of monkeys. (The ones with stars on them are the animals I see daily)
The basis of what I eat is rice, beans, wheat/starch, and some meat.
I live in a concrete house with 3 other men; Nate Hadravah, Tim Kopylov, and Harrison Akubala (he teaches us Swahili and works for BCOM [the college I am in])
I walk almost everywhere, which is great.
There are many different tribes that live here, all with their own way of living and traditions. They all have a basis thats the same but not all are alike. I mostly live among Salamis, Kikuyu, Kambas, Bantus, Ormas and some others that I cannot remember.
There are three main religions that are followed/practiced here:
- Islam= The study/practice of the Quran and Hadith, believing in Allah (God) and his last prophet Mohammed.
- African Traditional Religion (ATR)= There is no specific name for it because in different tribes there are different ways of practicing and believing. Most of them have a basis of witchcraft, ancestral worship, and believing in a spirit world; all of some type.
- Christianity= The study/practice of the Bible, believing in Jesus Christ who came from the creator of all, God.
Last P.S.:
Not all of Kenya or all of Africa is like this, these cultures and beliefs are just are in the area were I live!
Tty when I wright again!





