I went to the International House of Prayer today with Jorge and Josh. It was incredibly awesome time with the Lord!
These last couple weeks the word "harlot" has been coming up everywhere, its a weird word I know but it has been. Today the Lord was just speaking into my life and I was writing what He was telling me so this is what came about from Him ministering to me. This next session of the blog is what the Lord was telling me, it is about a harlot and God having a conversation. It is a metaphor of the Christ's Church/His Bride and my relationship with the Lord all in one.
There I was standing on a busy corner, looking for someone to pick me up. Having my finest closes on, pulling up my skirt a little bit further to show more skin. Trying to get my idols attention. Feeling condemnation over my life knowing that this was wrong. Waiting for that momentary pleasure from the pointed one to kick in. Which is my other ideal that lives on the table. When my two idols meet they love each other and it's the greatest satisfaction ever but, it doesn't last. More and more they meet, the less and less I get satisfied. My strawberry field is going sour, I need more.
Living my weekend life is starting to flow and bleed into my happy life. I cannot hide it anymore I am a harlot.
For these deeds I do, I do no longer. What I have become is hostile, it is affecting others.
Something inside has said "Were you going now?" "Who will take you in?" "For I see you as weak, and I need, want, and love you." "You are going to be a witness for Me, you will be My Bride, for you are pure in My eyes. Follow Me and you will be set free, your strawberry field, your wants and needs, your grieving will be gone; Gone for My glory, My witness, you will be. Leave your father and mother, your so called friends, and do not look back, for you follow My path. Which is straight and less traveled. I love you My Bride and one day I will come back for you, we will meet and be married. And glory will be poured out over ALL. Follow Me and you will be satisfied."
For what is this You say? I do not understand, You take me how I am? I do not deserve, do not deserve, for I am a harlot, one with my idols. Many years ago virginity was lost. I am not pure, I sleep with the same. I do not deserve.
"You may have done ALL, but it will bring glory to My Kingdom. You do not deserve, but grace and mercy is poured out, the vail has been torn. The blood of My Son was poured out as an offering to sin. It concord more then sin it concord the out come of sin; death. Your sinful record has been broken, there is no record of wrong anymore, come follow Me. No matter how much you resist you are Mine. Walk in no regrets, with your head lifted strong. You are My Bride on the front-line, fighting with My power and spitting in Hell's face. Where you walk, I walk also, for nothing can strike you down.
Go forth, for I am yours, and you are Mine.
Proclaim the power which you have been freely given.
You are just like the prisoner who killed many, but no more shame, I saved Him
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I pray that this motivates you to look at who you really are, and then look how God sees you. Are you living a righteous and holy life focused on Him?
Grace and Peace to you!
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Grace and Peace
Drew!!
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